okay i’m sure you’re kinda getting the idea that this is not my usual kengkoy post.. yep, its kinda serious.. but still good and informative! hehe. sorry. funny posts to come in a week or so. promise. this is the question i have been asking myself for the past week.. is this what i really wanna do with my life? okay,

one big problem i have now is that i miss my friends so much. i’m supposed to be in working by now i mean applying or finding a job, going out to the mall on a bored day, shopping and eating with girl friends, watching movies or dvds with my barkada. but the past week i haven’t had time to do that.  i wanted to enjoy my bakasyon grade ala-bummer mode with my friends, but instead i ended up being so lazy. no not that lazy, its just that i cant bum around while my mom is giving me the why-dont-you-look-for-a-job look :(

its been great, no doubt. but i always find myself thinking, am i supposed to be doing this now or should i be enjoying typical working? its just so hard.. me on everyday happening, bumming on our house waiting for the license result, i dont know where to start or what job will i be applying for while waiting further.