there are those times that you feel like you’re on top of the world.. but then again there are also those times that you feel you’re at the lowest of all possible lows in the world.

i’m in that mood right now. its weird how these two sayings are so contradicting, yet both so true.. that “when you’re down, there’s no way but up”, and that “what comes up, must come down”.

yeah, i guess its what makes life exciting, dynamic, and fun.. but its different when you talk about it, as to when you’re actually in it..

hay, jojo and i had a misunderstanding kanina, i just want to blurt out things that ive been noticing for some time now and things im afraid of since i had all the time thinking stuffs or back and forth kadramahan ko, but then AGAIN, he took it the wrong way and said that i have this trust issues on him. and it got me so depressed because after several days of prodding this person to tell me things, all the answers i’ve ever gotten are “salamat sa tiwala”, and bam! here, it hits me.

i don’t know if it was a deliberate attempt to humiliate me o sadyang kasama sa personality nya ang pagiging sarcastic (to whoever reads this blog), or it was an innocent mistake, whatever it was, of course it got me feeling bad.

i’m generally a person who enjoys seeing people happy and hate seeing people sad, and when its someone close to you that feels sad, you feel so sad in a sense too, right? hhhay. i don’t know what to do..

this is one of those times that you have no idea how to react..what do you do when you’ve disappointed a person very dear to you? can you ever really make up for it? how do you even start to explain yourself?